Katherine

I have band camp starting tomorrow, and I'm not really thrilled about it. I mean it's good for the band but not for pit since we stay inside most of the time, but hey what is done is done.

Everybody at work is quiting now because school is starting leaving us with only three employees and some managers, which I think is horrible, but Dennis keeps hiring and hiring. The thrill of training I tell you! Lol. I just wish that it would be over with. I mean the saturday I go back to work, there are 10 people closing, which is way to much for our tiny little store...oh well.

Well as it seems everybody is still using that damn Myspace, and I think it is a complete waste of time. I don't see the point in even having one! Lol. But anyways things are going good, and band camp is fast approaching, and I'm not all that thrilled. Band camp is always tough, specailly on my poor little section. But the good part about it is that I don't have to march since I'm in the pit. But that doesn't mean the work gets anymore easier. I just wish it was already over and done with and school had started already. I mean all I've been doing all summer is working and I went out of town, and let me tell you that wasn't the best trip I had, but sadly it was the only one I had.

But I'm looking forward to seeing everybody at school, and going through my last year of high school. But of course, as always, it's going to go to fast, cause I'm not ready to go to college!!! Lol. I like it right here.

Has been awhile since I last updated with my tragic story. But as I have found out Mr. Joey had died of a heart attack. Which is truely shocking because of his age. But enough of this sad talk.

Lately I have been writing like there is no tomorrow. LOL. It's been very interesting. I also have someone typing it for me, and someone drawing the charcters, which I find just great. That someone is willing to help out with all this. Things have been rough around the house. My mom and her boyfriend have been getting into some fights recently. I think my mom is over working herself. I hope she can rest this weekend. Well I really I have nothing else to post about. So I will chat with you all later.

I know that this is not really the right place for this entry but i want everyone to see it and read it.

Today I found out that one of my good friends has died. He was one of my dance teachers at Mrs. P's Dance and Acrobatics Studio. He past away Tuesday January 18, 2005. We still don't know the reasons why he past away, but in sader words he is gone from this world. I had known him since I was really little about 5 or so. He touched many peoples hearts and had made alot of friends. He will be greatly missed and I hope the Goddess leads him to the Great Heaven Above.

RIP
Joseph Pozzuoli


May he rest in Peace

Well the last days have been fun. All my classes at school are okay, I guess.
Have World History Honers first, Second I have Biology Honers, The third is Band and lunch, Last but not least English II. Amber has the same lunch as me to which is the best part about the day! LOL!

Over the break I had some troubles, but I have gotten over them and have moved on. I stopped realying on so many people, and started to work on my own. I figured if I kept depending on people to help me write my story, it's never going to get done. That was a tough lesson to learn on my part, because I couldn't write for awhile after that. I started writing in class today, but I think I might edit it out.

Well that's all I have to say.
Bye!

Well the new year has finally arrived and I am nother year older. My sweet 16... LOL. We had a small New Years Eve party. I invited Alyse to come. And it was also a sleepover. Amber stayed as well. But of course she was already invited. Alyse brought over her DDR. Lets just say we had a very interesting night. My feet are killing me for playing so long. But I do have to say, and I bet you'd have to agree with me Alyse that it was funny watching Chris and Justin dance and also kept missing. After we saw the ball drop and we had our Sparkling Cider. (lol) I blew the candles out on my cake. I made my wish and i truly do hope it comes true. I would tell you but that would spoil it. Well we sat down to eat our cake, and Amber walks up to me with a napkin in her hand. She presses it to my face. It had cake in there. Lets just say it took awhile to get all the blue frosting off. I did get her back though. She had it all over her face. I think i might of got it up her nose though. Opps! But I do have to say Alyse took her side and came at me with a handful of frosting and smeared it all over my back. That was probably the weridest I had, No wait it was the confetti down the front and back of my shirt. That was really annoying.
Ambers gifts were beautiful. She gave me hand made candles in these ver beautiful holders. Her brother gave me perfume. And I must say its a sent I acutally like. Her mom and dad gave me a beautiful golden bell with a pentagram on it. They also game a Celestial Guide to 2005. It has all the astrological information for 2005 in it. My mom gave me a necklace, with a small pendant. She told me it was off her first diamond braclet. She says I have small part of her now that is always with me, And now I fell that I am a part of her. "The love between a mother and a daughter is forever." She gave me a small picture that said that. I also have a new shirt. But I not going to tell you want it says. You'll have to find that out for yourself. LOL. I'm seeing my dad tomorrow. I can't wait. I had a lovely birthday, but I am having a big party for my sweet sixteen. LOL.

Have a happy New Years!

Well its only Monday and I already know what my week is going to be like. A living Hell. Oh well. Hope you have a better week than I.

My past is haunting me and I don't know what 6o do about it...

I've been so lost lately. I don't know if it is me or not. But alot of thoughts just keep running through my head. It's getting out of control. I hear sounds that I heard a day ago. Or I see someone in front of me, but there not really there... It's kinda scaring me. But not only these two things are it, I have been really emotional as well. I don't know why but it's just really werid. I just wish it would stop because if i go to school like this tomorrow I'm going to have trouble concentrating. There's one more thing...I've been having werid dreams. Stuff that I can't explain either, but it's not scary though. It's stuff that has either happened already or stuff that is going to happen. I hear sounds like I said before like a minute it's about it happen.

Anyway I got a haircut on Saturday saw a movie with my dad, and today went to the mall with Amber. It was fun got a comic and a cd. I didn't do anything after that so really I don't have anything else to talk about it. So I guess this is the end of this journal entry...

Not much is happening in my life as we speak. Actually it's been really boring. But I do have to say it feels great to have my Saturday and Friday nights back. Though now its time to buckle down and start to work through whatr I have fallen behind in. It's hard to keep track of everything. Now our major thing in band is Solo and Esamble. I know I spelled it wrong but oh well. A group of us is playing Children's Songs, and then I have about two solos I want to try. Beaw is really something. So is Eric. They won't leave me alone. Let's just say I miss being quiet all the time. Truely I do. Oh well. Mom told me I should start thinking about what I want to do about my birthday since it is going to be my sweet sixteen. So if you have any ideas feel free to comment. I must go I have a couple more things to do before I go to bed like in 2 hours. Or to put it in a simple way I don't know what else to right about. LOL oh well. Talk to you later buh bye.

Today was just so tiring. Had band practice after school and then dance after that. I strenched one of my leg muscles out and it hurts like hell. But I'll get over it. Today duuring practice Andrew was being stupid as he always is. He started playing basketball in the band room when I went to go ask Mr. Dawson a question. I run inside because Amber came out and told me what was going on. I had such a tough practice, if i don't have a voice tomorrow i know who to blame. Dance... I'm not saying a word about that subject till I have to.

But during practice Joe broke his collar bone and can't march 3rd bass. I feel so bad for him, i hope he gets better soon.

I feel really far behind. Haven't really been on it about a week and a half. I think at least. Oh well. I look at the friends part of my journal and I have no idea what is going on in any of the communties I'm in. Except the icon ones. In my friends journal's it's like, She left me, or i dug my own grave, so on, and etc... I guess I will find out sooner or later. Well this is the last week of marching session, and let me tell you it went by so fast this year. We have our football game down at S.Broward, and then the FBA Marching Festival hosted @ our lovely CSHS. I'm guiding J.P.T I think. Well Mr. Dawson said that we are going around to play for the middle schools. And maybe have an end of marching session get together.

Other then that my birthday is in 2 months and I got the question "What do you want to do this year" Seriously I haven't thought that far ahead. Though I guess I should consider it. Well i really have nothing more to say except: KODOCHA Sana's Stage is like the best comic series!!! LOL Bye!

Another day has gone by and only half of my mid term tests are done. I had the PSAT today which was why we didn't have our midterms today. I had Band and Sematics and Logics on Tuesday, and tomorrow I have P.E and Geometry. I hope I pass them. Siqi gave me another comic seires Kodocha Sana's Stage. I like it. It's a really good series. As always I have a football game to go to. Though it's on a thursday. And plus it's an away game and it's down at Nova. The good part is that we don't have to wear out uniforms. Which is a relief. Friday I have practice from 12-6. Then Saturday night I have to go to a party. So As usaual I will be busy. I love when marching sessions over because then I have more free time, but on the off chance I have to play my oboe, which I still havn't touched. Oh well. The band website it going good though I am still missing some pictures and alot of info. That will be updated soon. Well I must go. Talk to you all later!

Alot of things have been happening lately. We had a competition on Saturday and we got 2nd in out class, and 6th over all. Stoneman Douglas got Grand Champion. There show was really cool. Today was just a relax day since I'm getting really sick. It sucks. Got a bunch of homework done that I should of done Friday but didn't do because of the Football Game against Deerfield. Which by the way we lost. This week is a Thursday game and it's at Nova. And our band has to Perform First! It really sucks because that means we play right at 6:30. But I guess that's not our fault because it is their homecoming game. Tomorrow I have to present a Project which i did in one day. LOL oh well I thought it came out good. Have practice tomorrow at 6. I just hope I got all my homework done that I was suppose to do. Well i must go talk to you all later!

Got alot of stuff done in first period today. It sounds really cool so far. I can't wait to see the reast of the pit music. we have practice from 3-7 tomorrow. It's going to be a very interesting day tomorrow. I went home early after third period. Kinda feeling under the weather. Got home and fell asleep for three hours. That's basicly all I have to say. Me and Chris are getting ready for the football game on Friday. It's going to be a gaint mess. But thats something to work out later. LOL now I'm done. I shall talk to everyone later.

Nothing really new. We lost our homecoming football game like 37-0. It was kinda sad. we had two pep rallys. First on was okay, then come the second one it got boring. I missed third, and fourth period that day and I'm happy about that. Saturday was like a relaxing day for me. I watched my anime shows. MY FAVORITE CHARCTER GOT SHOT! Oh well. I hope he lives. Lets see today? Had lunch with Amber, and Heather. It was kinda a girls day out. We went to T.G.I Fridays. We had a good time. I had a tutor session with ambers dad. He was a big help. I felt so far behind. Read the first Inu Yasha comic today. It was pretty interesting. I think i have to go find the second one. Well i have school tomorrow and i got alot of stuff to do so I'll chat with everyone tomorrow.

Oh and I know it's kinda late but Captain Chris passed his driving test!!! Yeah for him!

Well lets see today went great until the end... First period pit got alot done!!! I was so happy!!! They played really good. 2nd period was okay I guess. We started talking about our Research papers. There going to be due in like december. They are so stupid. My topic is "What role should religion play in public education?" JOY! Lunch was cool I talked to Eric who WAS one of my stalkers so now I only have two. Yeah! Third period was the same... Fourth period we had a math test. Woop! I have a vocab test tomorrow in 2nd hour I'm so going to fail! LOL oh well.

Practice was okay. Mr Dawson decided to have us go outside and play with the band for the first movement. It sounded pretty cool. But I got really pissed when Andrew went to go get his binder in the band room (and we are out in the student parking lot by the way) and it took him ten minutes to get it. Gary went to get his music to and Gary came back before Andrew. Andrew came back 5 minutes after Gary carrying food in his hand. OF ALL THE NERVE. We waited for him and he went to get something to eat. I yelled at him that he had his omg I'm going to cry face on. ( michelle it's like last year he gets yelled at he crys! LOL) Then we were moving our instruments more closer to the band and Andrew like I'm going to talk to Chris I get no respect in Pit. I overheard him talking to someone I think it was Josh. But I was talking to Logan and I was like he's not getting respect he has to earn it. Just because he's a junior means nothing! I swear he thinks he can run pit when I'm pit captain. Me! I hope he makes battery next year I want him out of Pit.

Good luck Captain Chris on you driving test tomorrow!!!!

Nothing new going on lately. It's been pretty mellow. We got Mvt.1 of Adventures in Neverland on Tuesday. It's alright it's just combined parts. It's alright though It sounds pretty cool. I just wish that marching season would never end. Mr. Dawson is going to end up putting me back on my damn Oboe. Which I'm not looking forward to playing. I don't want to play it I have not touched it in about a year. It's stupid. It's sounds like a dying duck. LOL. Other then finding that out today, the rest of my dad was fine. I found one of my stalkers and told him that I think we should talk. So we are talking tomorrow during lunch. Well i just hope that tomorrow is al least alittle bit better then today was... But I know that is never going to happen!

Well lets see this weekend... Saturday morning we put up the damn shutters in about a record of time. Worked in the rain and got soaking wet. It was fun. Mostly watched t.v until the storm came. Drew a couple of pictures for an old story and drew one for MOJ. I don't really like it though.

Today we took off the shutters. Chris wanted to go to Game Stop to get Zelda Legend of Four Swords. I got an old N64 game which I love. Then got home and had dinner and then played soccer outside until mom came out and told us to come in becuase it was raining. Annmarie and Maria (next door neighbors) were playing in the rain. Came in my garage and pulled me out in the rain. Art was like Go Go have fun. I was like waht about mom. He's like just go. So I went. It was so much fun! We had 5 people outside in the rain. It was funny. Then we had squirt guns and started a water war! We started running behind my house and Maria just dived into my pool! It was so funny. Then my brother got pushed in. It was a gaint cycle. Then Chris threw Annmarie's shoes in the pool and she had to go get those. I just sat on the swing watching them all. But then all of them came and tryed to throw me in the pool. It was funny because I was like oh what the Hell. I jumped in and it was cold.(just to make a note we were in our cloths) It was so much fun. We played Toothpaste and no one could beat me across the pool. Now when I went back in I realized I went back in the pool. I had swore not to go back into the pool again since that little boy almost drowned in my pool.

We are suppose to get our music tomorrow. I hope Mike has it. Since Drew got married on Friday. I have a project due and math work to finish. I just hope Miss Goldstein graded our math tests! Well I talk to you all later. Buh bye!!

Well Nothing new really. Band is boring as every because we still don't have out damn music. We have to play the stupid flute part. I'm so tired of playing it. I want the music that we were suppose to have like 2 months ago. Our first Comp. is two weeks away, and a football game tomorrow. I mean whats the point in going to competion playing the flute part. I mean i know it will come in soon. But i bet it will come in right on Comp. Day. Which really sucks because we have a brand new pit. And some people can not cram it all in their head in one day. It's stupid. I just wish that drew would make up his mind if he is going to bring in the music or not.

Well other then that everyting is fine. My stalker number has gone up to three. Which by the way is getting really annoying. I just want them to go away. I mean theres nothing special about me that they would like anyway. I mean and all of them are half my size. Oh well. Well had a math test last period i think i past it... If i did or didn't i really don't care. Well i must go I have some stuff to do. So see most of you tomorrow!!